I am a Harmony-seeking Idealist

My only emotions lately are...

angry, tired, restless...

i think i may just die young pretty soon..

Life sucks

I think i am at the state where nothing matters.. Studies sucks, work sucks, everything sucks.. I am impolite to my mom cos nothing feels good.. Nothing.. I shop and buy.. so what? It wont good on me cos i will just go and die one day..

Maybe i should find a cave and wait for death.. Life sucks and I dont know why I'm in it...

Photo developing

Finally took my roll of film to the shop to develop.. I only develop negatives and put photos into CD.. But but my drive cannot read the disc at all..... Ahhhh.. going to take it to office tmr to try again.. Haiz.. But the index print showed beautiful photos.. can wait to show you guys.. *cross fingers and pray*

I wish i know how to develop my own photos and got a dark room too.. sighz.. Well, one can wish..

Jaywalk's present

This post is 5mths late.. hahaha..

Was cracking my brain on what to give Jaywalk for his birthday since he dont lacked anything.. In the end, decided to do something homemade using his children's pics..


Raw materials


Finished pdt..


Framed up present..

Haha.. do it in a few hours so guess it is not very good.. But his children's pics are so cute so that made up for the sloppy work.. :)

Yummy herbal chicken

My dad cooked herbal chicken today.. yummy.. sorry, no photo cos my family cant stand me food blogging.. :P

Went out today for a short while cos i forget to buy jap tea for office.. We need it for Tuesday as we have some Jap clients coming over.. So went to Orchard Isetan to buy and then rush back home.. i think i am turning into a lazy person.. just want to stay at home and sleep, read, surf internet.. Sighz..

TCC dinner on 26/09/08

Meet up with some of my poly friends on last last Friday, 26 sept. I was late again due to work.. We went to TCC, the one in the new extension of Centrepoint... Poor service but thanks god, the company makes up for it..


Group photo


3 cuties..


The snack - Potato Wedges with Melted Cheese Dip


Left - Joycelyn's tcc Iced Minty Mocha, Right - my Fruitti Delight


Audrey's Pan-seared Chicken Breast with Porcini Sauce


Joycelyn's Seafood Aglio Olio


Cheng Ying's Chicken & Turkey Bacon Lasagne


Karen's Wild Shrooms Spaghetti


My Shiso Salmon Spaghetti

I was actually pretty full from lunch but still managed to finish up the food.. guess maybe the serving is quite little.. if i'm not so full, i will have ordered dessert.. maybe that's how the place works - gives u little food so u will order more...

After dinner, we went to marks and spencer, where i bought some biscuits for the office snacks corner.. Then some of us walked to PS and i bought more snacks at Carrefour.. Dont know how i managed to take everything home.. tiring...

Shopping

I cannot resist shopping, either online or offline... The bad thing is i shop and shop, but never really use the things.. That's why my mom is super mad at me...... but... i... just.... cant..... resist... it....


Rings i bought online..


More rings..


My recent buys from Fredflare.com, one of the bandages (eggs and sausages) is for Cakie as away gift..


The clothes i hide in my cupboard..


This is how it looks when i took them out and put on my bed...

But the clothes here are only part of it.. i still have some in the drawer and top section of the cupboard.. and some in my suitcase... argh.. i better take them out to wear.. but no occasion leh.. sighz.. i'm too used to tees and jeans in office..

Sick

Sick again.. this is what happened when i sacrifice sleep for homework and tv.. Hope i can get well soon.. i miss my chocolates and ice cream.. >.<