~The insights of crappy Jasmine gal~

Wednesday, March 30, 2005


Just saw Jiahui's entry.. Hmph.. Discovered forgot to say a BIG thank you to Ms Hayma for the great tip she had gave.. wahaha.. hopefully i can score well in HB, cos i think my crmp and bpo are going to get C le.. WHY?!! must sing the song, "why why tell me why" le.. haha.. and i do want to maintain my GPA ah.. haiz... ok ok, finished le..


Today's paper is BPO and it is damn difficult.. plus there is only 1 and 1/2 hours to do it... really a mad rush... Anyway, tomorrow is last paper..what a relief..Image hosted by Photobucket.com but IM really has a lot to study, 11 chapters man.. not an easy feat... and i haven't study anything yet.. oh god..Image hosted by Photobucket.comImage hosted by Photobucket.com

By the way, went to read Joycelyn's post.. currently she's really pissed off by her sis as she feel that her sis dont help out at home, thus pushing all the responsibilities onto her...Although her situation is a bit like mine (me also very irresponsible) but think i still not so bad.. got do some housechores which is possibly due to me being a very "active" person and cannot stand to see things not done.. haha.. and the family background is also a major factor, i guess (though my dad is crap, my bro and mom are very supportive one). Anyway, think her sis is undergoing iDenTitY vs idENtiTy cOnfuSion (haha, HB theory), so going through identity crisis and trying to find herself.. Maybe she will "grow" up when she's my age.. Hmph.. Image hosted by Photobucket.com Come to think of it, my family is not bad wor..hee.. but i am sadly lacking in goals.. my goals only involve going out and play, traveling, read tons of novels, hmph... What to do? I am so short-sighted one.. I'm quite content to stay the way i am, meaning dont want to work (think my bro will scream..haha). Hmph, think i am a good representation of my Chinese and Western horoscopes, which are PIG PIG and Sagittarius.. haha.. one very contented, one want freedom..

Oh yeah, i finally wash my head last nite... WOW, REFRESHING NE!!Image hosted by Photobucket.com But hair ended up with the smell of the chemical. Think the water made it come out, that's why my hair become a bit straighter.. haha.. Just now made my online frenz, Christopher, or Chris for short tagged on my page.. haha.. no choice.. like no one tagging and leaving me any msg.. me so bored so he HAD to sacrifice.. hee.. Image hosted by Photobucket.com ok, time to GAMBATE for last paper le..

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

HB rocks + Sakae Sushi pics ~~

Finally got the time to post yesterday's pics... really got a lot.. Today's exam is a breeze, though i had some problems in the application part, think lots of ppl can score well... Anyway, still have 2 more papers, BPO and IM, and they are the toughest.. cos i hated the teachers the most... wahaha.. Anyway, time to go memorise the things le... Oh yeah, I finally can wash my hair tonight... wahaha.. it's a long long 3 days wor.. Think i wash tomorrow morning cos too late at nite will get cold one.. Hope u enjoy the pics~~

Cute me at Sakae Sushi
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Joycelyn~~ACTING SHU NU~~
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Cheng Ying~~
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A series of EXPRESSIONS by Karen dear, my 5th granddaughter
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Group photos~~ (the hand behind Karen and Joycelyn is Cheng Ying's one, not ghost hor!)
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In the midst of transferring pics~~
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weird weird movie~~

Second time typing this.. blog got problems.. Haiz..

Just saw a movie by Huang Qiusheng, called "Thou Shall Not Commit". It is so weird and here's the brief storyline..He played a policeman, who suspected his wife is having an affair with his best friend, so he killed his best friend in rage and forged his own death. In actual fact, the wife was asking the best friend to help her search for her long-lost son. Anyway, after a while, the policeman actually found the woman's son, who was an ex-convict then, and arranged for both of them to meet and fall in love so as to get revenge. The wife actually is deeply in love with her "dead" husband but cannot stand the loneliness and also thought the young man is sent by her husband to accompany her. On the day the wife finally accept the son and had sex with him, the husband burst into the room and announced to the wife, "Ta shi ni de er zhi (He's your son)"... the son cannot accept it and commit suicide by jumping out of the window. The wife tried to save him but failed.. After that, she finally told her husband that the son is also HIS SON and the story how he is conceived.. before jumping out of the window herself. The story is quite bizarre but the thing is the director filmed the movie till so confusing that i only grasped the whole story at the end.. I wonder if the director is the very profound Wong Kar Wai, cos he always filmed in such "chiam chiam" style.. Think Wong Kar Wai is like Zhang Yimou.. Both of the "chiam chiam" type... Wahaha.. that's all


Not sure why i am still blogging.. must be out of my mind.. Today CRMP exam is like crap.. my answer is so different from ah gong.. think i dead meat le.... Later. in another 11 hrs plus will be my HB exam.. hmph.. nothing much about it in my head yet.. think need to go study le..

Anyway, I went sakae sushi after exam with Joycelyn, Cheng Ying and Karen... Took lots of pics.. Err.. think i post it when free cos really a lot.. haha.. I spent lot of money too.. haiz... later i no money for my trip.. think need to restrict myself a bit. Anyway, time for more memorising work....

My beloved HB textbk
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Sunday, March 27, 2005


OH MY GOD!!! It's my first paper tomorrow, on CRMP and there is absolutely nothing on it in my head RIGHT NOW!!! Shit, what to do.. cannot memorise...

Anyway, went to do my hair yesterday nite. Rebond my hair for 140 bucks... quite exp.. the bad thing is my hair seems to curl back le.. Sob sob.. Image hosted by Photobucket.com Dont care le..
Time for STUDYING!!!

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it. At least you are trying to do something
about it. You like to think and create to try
and sort out your problems. Keep going the way
you are, and you will soon be on speaking terms
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Saturday, March 26, 2005


Shivering body, sneezing plus dripping nose.. HOW TO STUDY?!! Think i am slowly coming down with cold.. how to go exams.. Hope i fast fast get well.. Add a new thing to my blog... HOROSCOPES.. for those who like to read.. hahaha.. Wonder if anyone really read my blog... though the hit counter is moving lah... TIRED!!!

sTUdY sTUdY~~

Hmph.. Time now = 2.08AM. I had just woke up to study Human Behaviour.. Trying to see whether i can concentrate more at this hour or in the normal morning hours...

I went to Karen's place yesterday(Fri), to study. Ah gong was also there.. But there was a LACK OF CONCENTRATION for me as i spent most of the time laying on her beanbag to sleep sleep.. Actually didnt really sleep but also didnt STUDY loh, which was what i was supposed to do..

We order PIZZA to eat.. haha.. order the new Splitzza from Pizza Hut.. But to our horror, when the food was delivered, it was quite small.. only a regular for the 3 of us, 2 small slices per person.. Lucky there was the 6-pieces drumsticks and we had also order garlic bread... And also lucky, we are in Karen's place.. cos got buns, tau siang bin, roti prata etc etc to eat.. Both Karen and Ah gong ate a big bun each while i ate a sweet-flavour tau siang bin.. hahaha..Listen to 5566 songs till a bit sick.. though i am a fan but i cannot listen to their songs over and over again..

At around 4 to 5pm plus, we started to read through HB past year papers.. haha.. and crap through it.. All there were laughing and laughing...Left her place at around 6.08pm, totally exhausted... I promise to call ah gal at 2am and we two will gambate on our own.. Ah gal said she may go shopping or somewhere to relax today, which i want to join... except if she is going to beach.. cos me tired and me also not supposed to go near water this month... waahaa.. superstition again..
Time check: 2.27am... Time to study~~

Thursday, March 24, 2005


The first thing i saw when i checked my mail today is 90 plus unread mails, with 80 plus mails coming from members of hamsap-family, a google group.. the thing is i wasnt a member and thus i dont know why i am in the mailing list.. I did click on the invitation link before and maybe that placed me into the mailing list.. But the thing is most mails are from ppl who wanted to be removed from the mailing list too.. think they are in the same state as me.. Anyway, i got fed up and report the case to Google already.. Should have done THAT when i received the invitation mail but i, out of goodwill, didnt and now have to suffer due to it... Hmph.. Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Today is another study day.. this time at AMK KFC... I went to school to pass the money for the class photos and yearbooks to Ms Cindy Soh. After that, i hurried down to KFC.. Only ah gong was there.. Karen arrived soon and the two of us went to buy chicken nuggets to eat... At eleven, Joycelyn and Cheng ying arrived. Today was quite unproductive.. only finished China lec for CRMP.. luckily, managed to get ah gong's notes for IM.. He even went to type it out loh.. Super fortune to have him as classmate.. wahaha.. for me and others to exploit (ke lian de ah gong Image hosted by Photobucket.com).. I used ah going's phone to take pics today.. got ah gong's act cute pic, Karen's studying pic and Joycelyn and Cheng Ying's eating pics. But I cant send the pics to my phone cos i think ah gong did not subscribe to MMS usage ba...I had an 2 piece meal today... At six, i left to take 852 home.. Actually i wanted to eat outside today but my mom tempted me with fried chicken wings..Image hosted by Photobucket.com My whole day is like eating chicken hor... and i am still not sick of it.. hahaha... Quite tired now.. tomorrow going Karen's place to study.. hope i can concentrate....Image hosted by Photobucket.com hahaha.. that's all. Time to nap nap le....Image hosted by Photobucket.com

REALLY REALLY NEED TO GAMBATE NOW, cos only 3 more days left... Scare scare!! Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

It's Now or Never~~

Really got this "things are coming to an end" feelings these few days.. Today, meet Jingshan and Karen to study at airport... Quite crazy for me to go so far to study, but hecks, i figured it wont hurt since it's the last time i can do such thing. Unexpectably, i actually arrive at 10.15am, 15 mins earlier than arranged time.. Karen asked me to go to the bus stop to meet her, but i really had no idea where that is.. In the end, i stayed at T1, near the Burger King there to read the book Joycelyn lent me, "Finding Mr Right"... Walau, i had to wait till 11 plus before they two finally appeared.. lucky i got the book to entertain me... Then we went to da bao Burger King meals to eat at the viewing gallery... me surprised i still can tahan cos i only eat chicken sandwich meal from BK, and i had that yesterday le...

Anyway, we went to T1 viewing gallery, and Karen was saying that she think we are at the wrong one, cos she think the one she frequent is at T2, with red carpet one.. SO we agree to go over after eating... Not much planes flying when we were eating.. think we are sitting at the wrong place ba.. After that, we walked to take skytrain.. it arrived soon when we were there.. but there was a technical problem and the doors cannot open.. The passengers like struck inside, very ke lian...The problem was finally solved when a technican arrived.. We discovered the reason for the doors not able to open... The train was not fully into the track thus the train doors cannot open loh... think the technican had to go push the train in.. haahaha.. lucky later when we alight, it did not happen again.

Then we walked to the T2 viewing gallery, but we walked here and there and still cannot find it.. I said that this is the first time i got lost in Changi Airport and Jing shan jokingly said that the news will report 3 Singaporeans getting lost in Changi Airport.. Finally, we concluded that the T2 viewing gallery may be under renovation cos the whole place seems to be under construction and is boarded up here and there.. maybe that's why we cannot get there.. Finally we settled down up Coffeebean to study at 12 plus as Jingshan dont want to walk back to T1 viewing gallery although ah gal actually want to see the planes..

Spent the next 5 hours on IM.. Had a hot chocolate to drink and a slice of chocolate thousand leaves as snack... After that, we left at 5.22pm cos our concentration is fading.. Really need to say that i like Changi Airport's toilets.. still as clean as before.. Haha.. I dropped by Popular before going home.. to take more photos with Xiaoyun as today IS her last day!! We two took lots of photos.. hahaha.. I also saw lots of books i want to buy.. hmph.. must endure cos my pay not out yet...that's all today.. meeting the gang to study again tomorrow at AMK.. This time is KFC.. hengz.. dont think i can take BK for another day... Oh yeah.. me finally finish Joycelyn's book, though i'm supposed to be studying... Hee..Nite nite..

Both XiaOyUn and mE.. cAptuRed uSinG yUn's phone
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XiaOyUn.. capTured using mY phone.. My skill not bad hor..
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005


After ah gong's threat, i had to remove his advertisement but i had got the swing out of it le.. so any of my friends who wants me to advertise for him/her, just drop me a msg and i will do my best to "promote" you.. Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Yesterday, i went to Chinatown People Park with mama to book tours to Genting and Taiwan for April.. Costed a bomb, but it's on brother's account so i dont feel guilty (who asked him to always bully me.. Hmph.. i spent more of his money)... Then I went to West Mall and watch "Hitch" alone.. Wanted to watch with my friend one but he had family matters to attend to and our schedule dont really click cos my exams ARE APPROACHING~~ Image hosted by Photobucket.com

About the movie, "Hitch", it is quite interesting and funny.. that's what makes me want to help ppl advertise (see my first paragraph).. Think i want to be like the guy and help ppl create opportunities (once again, if u need my help... drop me a msg).. but for my own, i kept thinking of the female lead's words (even though she was attached to Hitch in the end). She told her friend that " You need to enjoy the feelings of being single" (or something like that.. me memory is very jialat).. Think i agree with her on this pt.. in a way, i'm like her friend and i think most females are or most SINGLE females are.. we keep searching and searching for that one love... and get hurt over and over again.. maybe i just dont believe in love, which is an irony cos i had not really been hurt by men before, technically speaking(except by my brother who always pulled my hair and disturbed me). Must be the poor examples around me...

Seriously, i'm not in the mood for love but i really love a good company here and then... that's where my ge ge men and buddies come in.. haha.. there for me to exploit.. Dont hit me hor, or i will sue.. I think i do enjoy the feelings of being single most of the time cos i'm lazy.. haha.. and i actually enjoyed watching movies and doing other stuff on my own, which surprised other ppl.. No one understand the great feelings of watching movies on their own.. u guys should try it out.. Talking about watching movie again, i think i am pretty ke lian.. cos yesterday in the theatre, i got two couples sitting near me, one in front, one at the side.. The side couple kissed twice during the movie (not that i want to notice but my seat is affected when they moved).. luckily the front couple didnt do much but lean on each other.. Heng, bu xin zhong de da xin...

Went to popular to take Photos with Xiaoyun yesterday.. otherwise no opportunity to do so when she left.. her phone seems to be the same as Felicia.. wahaha.. not sure loh.. SAMSUNG's phones looked alike to me.. Wahaha... Take opportunity to suan Felicia's phone...Image hosted by Photobucket.com ...

Anyway, for today, i want to Compass pt at Sengkang to study with Karen gal, Ah gong, Joycelyn, Chengying, Jingshan and Mad Matt.. Very hard for me to concentrate.. hahaha... me bad student.. I bought a present for Qinz Qinz and 3 chinese novels for myself.. wahaha.. Ok ok.. time to go sleep le.. cos tomorrow going to airport to study.. my first and last time doing that.. wahaha.. Nite nite

My favourite drink currently - Jia Jia Herbal Drink
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My snack at Burger King today - Hershey Sundae Pie
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