Recruitment..

Busy with recruitment of operators this two weeks.. Receiving so many calls on the day of the advertisement makes me so scared of picking up the phone... There was a stupid guy, who after finding the pay to be too low, started chatting up with me over the phone.. Wau lau.. me not phone chat, ok? Pls call those hotlines if you want to do dating stuff... $#[%&^*(!$#~#)

I had learnt that i should not disclose the salary for the jobs over the phone as the pay my company is giving is really really toooooo low.. Cant attract anyone to come for interviews if i disclose....

I had learnt that i must take the lead in the phone conversations.. cannot let the person ask so many questions over the phone and i foolishly answered... ilearnt to stop the person with this line, "If you are interested to know more, pls come down for an interview and we can discussed further."

I had learnt how to conduct an interview, like what questions to ask, etc etc...

BUT i had yet to learn on how to judge people and use my basic instinct to know whether the person is truthful or not.. This is so hard cos i am such a gullible person... i trust ppl's words too easily...

Need to find 2 more operators... Sighz... :p

累

看到别人用华文写blog，让我也想这么做。。。

曾经我很喜欢一位男生，可是他喜欢的却是我的好朋友。 我做不到成全他们的举动，甚至还阻止他们的恋情发生。不知道我的好朋友到底有没有喜欢过那个人， 不过我们的友情已不在。

因为把她当成敌人，所以不停的和她比，想要比她更好。比来比去，导致友谊破灭。说不难过是假的， 但也不知道能怎样。比较好像是人类的一种习惯， 潜伏于我们的细胞里。虽然知道比较只是让自己感到更累吧了， 但就是阻止不了。我很累。。。真的很累。。有时候， 我不知道自己在做什么。

想念我的朋友，想念儿时的单纯。真希望能回到以前，但这已不可能。记得从电视上听过这句话-“人总是想起过去，因为过去已经过去。”这句话很真，很实在。人真不该活在过去， 却总爱如此。真是个矛盾的动物。

P.S. Pls select View -> Encoding -> Unicode if you cannot view the chinese words...

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You are funky, outdoorsy, and down to earth. While you may not be a total hippie... You're definitely one of the most free spirited people around. You are very impulsive - every day is a new adventure. However, you do put some thought behind all your actions. Still, you do tend to shock and offend people from time to time!

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Outing!!

I went out with Jane and her friends on Saturday... We ended up in Suntec city Marche, eating from 5 to 8.30pm.. before leaving for our own homes... Took some pics in Marche...





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I went to a KTV outing with the barflies today.. I am really a klutz.. i fall on the stairs, wearing flat shoes... Maybe cos it is slippers, so that why i slip :p Anyway, my position is really almost "Wu Ti Tou Di", only my head still havent succumbed... Something like the doggie style for sex position... wahaha

It was painful, in both physical and psychological ways... Had to pick myself up swiftly cos there are passersby around... Laugh it off on my way to the train but then the pain in my left kneecap doesnt allow me to ignore the incident.. A bit tempted to skip the ktv session again but then since i already "fly aeroplane" before, i dont want to have a bad reputation.. Anyway, the pain is not too obvious..

Reached Chinatown KBox a bit late at 4.10pm.. Went to K1 room to meet them.. Quite a lot were there, though some didnt stay for long.. I saw new ppl like Sandra, DH, Young, KM, no2slack, Missy, xxoos, TK, sha, winter...

The barflies are really mad ppl... haha.. besides singing, the regulars started the phototaking on hands for more bar contests... Ended up there are also kissing scenes, with photos taken.. Sorry, i dont have the pics.. If you want, can ask DH, JF or Young for it.. But i think only those who went can view and anyone who dared to circulate the pics will probably be killed by CG, Vanna and Gracey.. haha..

Ok, time to treat my swollen leg... Nitey..

Kara 永远 OK...

Today, as i was walking to work, something flew into my right nostril.. As i dont have any tissue paper on hand then, i had to bear with the odd feeling till i reached my company.. When i reached and used a tissue paper to sneeze out the thing, i saw the body of an small insect.. like the size of a black ant.. EEK!! Very disgusting and i dont know still got any other parts of it in my nose or not.. So i went and used a wet tissue to wipe the inside of my nostril... Sob sob.. why i so poor thing...

I went to sing ktv at Woodlands Party World again, this time with both Jane and Janet(Jane's sis). I also applied for the Party World VIP card.. I discovered that they actually charged me 10% service charge ($1) for the card, which makes the cost $11.. I think it is stupid cos the card is not personalised and so why the service charge? Why not follow KBox, which just charges a $5 nett price (Yeah, me also KBox member..hee)



When i walking to Woodlands mrt, an insect landed on my face, which i swept away...why am i so haunted by insects... Anyway, my legs and arms got mosquito bites now.. sob sob.. scared later dengue fever ah.. Itchy... *scratch scratch...

Mouth Ulcer

I have this tendancy to bite my mouth accidentally when i am eating.. All the times, when i am eating my Koko Krunch, twisties and chocolates vigorously and not paying attention.. As soon as my mind wanders, my mouth will kena... Ver painful loh.. Always taste the blood in my mouth..

The worst thing is that i have a "heaty" body, thus the wounds in my mouth will turned to ulcers to haunt me... Like the ones in the pic.. Actually got two, one on top of the another.. Sometimes, my biting skill is so good that i would bite the same place twice.. wahaha...

Anyway, the above ulcers are really killing me so i decided to use an age-old method to cure it... S-A-L-T!!! i have never used it before as i heard that it is very very, extremely painful method to one's own body.. But i decided to do it cos it is very hard for me to eat currently since the ulcers are on the inside of my lower lip, and there is pain whenever i out something into my mouth (suddenly, recalling ppl saying that when u have mouth ulcers, cannot have oral sex cos there is high risk of getting diseases like Aids :p)...

The moment i placed a small pinch of salt on my ulcers, tears formed in my eyes... I lasted for like 30 secs before i used water to wash it away... Yes, it is SIBEH PAINFUL, OK!!! Now, i would stick to my panadol method to numb the pain.. haha...

Snow Wolf Lake

Yay.. I went to see the play, Snow Wolf Lake on friday.. very very nice...



Jacky Cheung really pulls the show off.. And the other actors and actresses are also very good. Too bad i didnt manage to see the cantonese version.. But since i cant understand the language, the pity is not so bad.. Heehee.. :p

Reached home at 12.30am and still needed to wake up early to work the next day.. Sighz... Will be working 4 Saturdays in a row cos i went and changed shifts and didnt notice.. AHHH!!!

Karaoke with Jane

I just went to sing k at the partyworld @ woodlands civic centre with Jane.. Imagine the two of us occupying a room and singing for 4 hours straight... U can understand how sore my throat is right now.. Time to drink more water and go to sleep... Tata~~

911 anniversary

Did i mention before that sometimes my granddaughter, Karen and i wished we are attached? (I think i did.. hee) Times when we are shopping and wished that someone can carry the stuff for us.. Times when we need a shoulder...

Although there are advantages to having a boyfriend, i think there are more disadvantages... Have to accompany him when you feel bloody tired (i did that with my crush.. totally regret it.. no wonder i am only buddy after so many years..), have to cater to his needs, have to dress up.. etc etc.. Okay, i am talking crap.. cos i am not even bloody attached before so wont know.. heehee..

So many ppl asking me am i alright? Is it my grandmom's death that affected me so much? I will say that it is that, more or less.. Not in the sad way but her death makes me feel that maybe i should be doing something to my life.. I mean death may be just around the corner for me.. ( you know, with the dengue fever or all recently loh..) and i wont be sad to go but i will be unwillingly to just go... Cos i havent have my share of fun yet..

I have not gone for skydiving.. havent learn how to swim.. havent have a bf and have good sex (No ONS, THANK YOU).. etc etc.. I want to do all that.. but then hor, i am so lazy.. wahaha.. Sighz.. i only know how to talk and not walk the talk.. :S

I told Karen i want to get out of Singapore and should have took up her friend's offer or something back then.. She said that then she wont have someone to talk to or go out with liao.. A bit touched to know that i will be missed by someone at least.. But my heart still want to get out.. Maybe i am suffering from the "The grass is always greener on the other side" symptom.. Anyone got any overseas offer? Maybe i need some setbacks to stay contented or use AKK's chanting method to be happy... Sighz..

Saw this cutie from MOB's link... He seemed to be recovering from a lost love.. Sorry, jie jie cannot console u but u cheer up ba.. haha... i sounded so bad :p Anyway, i got this link to the fortune cookie quiz from him..

Your Fortune Is

If someone calls you fat, don't get angry... just turn the other chin.

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This answer suited me a lot.. Because i was just commented by some ex-colleagues that i looked fatter than before... AHHHHH!!! I want to go on a fruit diet liao... Sob sob.. Sighz, cannot be angry.. the fortune cookie already gave me this advice liao...

Btw, i also got another reading when i played the first time... The reading is "Underwear is not the best thing on earth. It is the next." LOL!!! Funny.. it makes me laugh for the first time.. So really must thank cutie for the link.. Haha.. And the underwear thingy makes me think of Joycelyn's latest post.. hahaha.. Ok, lazy to type liao :p

P/S: Pls take some time to pray for 911 lost souls.. Arigatou gozaimasu.. And pls pray for my life cos i just realised that i forgot to record a show for my brother... AHHHH!!!

Bored with the world...

Have you try playing the minesweeper, then deliberately killing the game? I'm doing it right now...

I dont know the meaning of my existence in this world.. can anyone tell me how to find it? When can i go around doing what i want.. Then again, why do i want? No answers to that... No answers to anything..

Sometimes, i will think of using the burnt joss stick and poke my arm.. No, dont need to worry.. i wont inflict pain on myself.. not physically anyway.. I am killing myself mentally already.. I know i am at that stage... that stage of meaningless... How can i step out of it? i am in it for the past 3 years already...

Will money solve the problem? Maybe it will but then money wont fall from the sky... How can i find a big sum of money? Stock market? I dont even understand the whole game.. Life is never simple...

Death....

I hate to go to the hospital because i always had a weird feeling when i am there.. It smelt too much of death and pain.. But today, i had to go to the hospital. Because today, my grandmother passed away..

The sky seemed to be crying for her as it rained and rained... I strolled in the rain when i was going to the hospital.. i didnt know the news then but as the raindrops fell onto me, i felt sad...

6 years ago, we sent away my grandfather in this very hospital.. 6 years later, we sent away my grandmother, who had choked on her lunch... I cant say that i am very upset.. my eyes are dry.. I seemed to be void of any feelings.. Maybe it is better for her to go than suffer in this cruel world...

My cousin wondered whether it is because my grandfather had came to visit her during the 7th month and decided to take her with him.. I hope that is the case and that she is really with him now... I hope she is happy, wherever she might be at...

What is death? Is it a release from pain? When is it my turn?

Superstars Final

Today i witnessed the birth of the 1st Superstar.. LIVE at the indoor stadium...



My friend got the tixs from his cousin and asked me along.. So i went.. but it was not for Weilian, not for Kelly.. but for JJ Lin Junjie... Yes, i went to see my idol instead of the two superstars.. By the way, i saw this lady with the binoculars.. What a good method to use when your seat is too far from the stage... haha.. i must use this method the next time i goes to a concert.



Frankly, I was disappointed with the performance of the two contestents.. I must say that Weilian's performance can no longer touched me.. I was moved to tears before, during the prelim rounds, where i would cry when he sings...I feel that maybe it is because as the competition moved to this last stage, his heart has been slowly corrupted... He cares more about winning and losing, and is not like what he was before..

As for Kelly, she is still the show off, with the fanciful clothes and loud performance... Cant stand her teacher, Li Feihui, who kept praising her.. So biased.. And the thing is i cant even hear clearly what she was singing, during the fast songs, cos the bass sounds was so much louder.. Anyway, she no longer need to go back to be an air stewardness as she would be signing a contract with Universal.. No sure whether this is a good or bad move since Jolin's ex-company was Universal and she is now so much better being in Sony Music.. Wish her good luck...

Actually this finals had no real meaning at all.. Since both the singers would be signing contract with a music company.. This finals is more like an advertisement for the All Stars cd (to be released soon) and the concert at 30th Sept.. haha... What's the point of asking ppl to support the two of them.. The no of calls made, the banners used... all the money wasted...

I was glad that Weilian is the final winner as i still preferred him.. My only regret is that i didnt manage to hear the better version of the song written by the judges...